January 24, 2012
January 24, 2012
Oh how I’ll miss this.
Okay. So even on my days off I can’t sleep in anymore. I’m so awake! Alive awake alert enthusiastic!! Today we are going to Cedar Point!! Whoop whoop!! Also. I have been thinking a lot about my life choices recently. Being here is totally life changing. I am beginning to question whether I want to be a performer or a teacher. And I think I can to both eventually but I have to start thinking about where I want to begin and how I want to do my training. Also, I want to have time to myself to practice my art before I want to teach… and I don’t know whether I want to be in a school or have my own study… my mind is just so frazzled. Being the leader of 11 girls for a month now has really been an eye opener. I feel much more independent and level headed. I love that they look up to me and when their patents come and can’t wait to sing my praises because of the positive letters that they have received about me I almost want to cry. It is a feeling that is hard to explain. Its awesome knowing that I have impacted a life in a positive way. That’s what I want in life… to impact lives… and I think I am learning how to achieve that here.
Pacho fits right in at blue lake!!
Ahh!! Beach day!!! I have officially been here a week- So far so good! I’m in love with everyone here. I can already tell that we will be friends forma really long time.
Today was insane. Woke up at 6:20, breakfast at 7 took my swim test and passed… I’m probably top three swimmers here… pool til lunch, pool til 5, hour break for showers, dinner, group games, study session til 8:30. Then I went to Meijer for the first time. Bought a few things. Came back to my cabin for a to get ready for bed…. and now here I am. I’m pretty exhausted. I got some sun today and my stomach hurts so bad because the food here kinda sucks… a lot. I finally popped though. My stomach kept growling really loud and I can’t fart ever because I’m never alone. Ahhh! Hopefully my belly feels better soon. Ok bed bed bed time.
So busy. Life here is crazy!!
Her name is Emily
Won’t it let me post pics from my phone